STFU.

...sometimes some people just deserve the middle finger. If we don't have anything good to say, it's best just to shut the fuck up...

Dear Diary,

I am just so frustrated. About all those yada yada comments of what people have to say. I've been refraining to use vulgarities and my middle finger since the year 2011 started but sometimes I just wanna yell to some people to just SHUT THE F**K UP! I know human words are poisonous. Sometimes it hurts even worse than an actual knife slicing through your skin. Come on! What I do is non of your freaking business. Mind your own instead. If you are so eff-ing good, why aren't you the next Obama/Beyonce/Steve Jobs/ Beethoven or whatever what not. FYI, I am not just frustrated about negative comments towards myself but what I am more frustrated of is how people judge others. What world do we have? What are we living in is nothing more compared to a burning hell. The only difference is that, here, we live much more comfortably. 

Calling others ugly, doesn't make you beautiful-I am not surprised if you look even uglier yourselves 

Calling others fat, doesn't make you thin-You might be the one being the obese potato couch kind of person. So what if she is not a size 2? So, if you are a size 2 and why aren't you a model?

Calling others stupid, doesn't mean you are a genius- If you are such a genius, how come you have an IQ of a 3 year old? Or shouldn't you be the one inventing the time machine instead of complaining about why isn't a time machine invented?

Calling others fake, doesn't make you genuine or real- So what if she or he undergoes a plastic surgery? So what if he or she wears heavy makeup? So what if his or her photo has been edited? The celebrities you worship the most, isn't all that perfect too. They too went for plastic surgery, apply makeup to cover flaws, and those ads where they look so VaVaVoom bodacious-ly hot? Duh! It has been photoshopped.

Urgh, sometimes when some people open their mouth, they don't actually realize that they are also not that impeccably perfect. In this world not everyone is Barbie or Ken. Everyone have flaws. There is a major difference between pointing out flaws to correct them and condemning the hell out of it.  

Back to my issues. What is wrong editing my photos? Just changed the colour schemes and lighting and suddenly I am being told-nope, that person in the photo doesn't look like you in real life. Hey, who doesn't knows that most people look much better on pictures than the real person? So what is the point of stating the obvious? If anyone can raise a hand and tell me that they are not self conscious, I might shut my mouth up. 

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What's such a big difference that I don't understand? It's still me. I'm not impersonating to be anyone else. So just shut the fuck up before, a Heineken beer bottle is smash hard onto your skull!

*exhales with a yoga pose* 

Ahh, what a relieve after blurting out. Owh btw, if anyone misunderstands me by thinking I am talking about anyone about this particular topic, a hundred thousand apologies, I am saying this as in general, to all of everyone out there. I don't mean to pinpoint anyone here. So nothing personal. BUT if reading this does hurt  you in a way, then you must be the one doing all those lifeless nuisance. The person who eats the chili, is the one who feels the spiciness. Haha, its a direct translation from Malay idioms. 

P.S: Don't mind my heavy words, sometimes girls just gotta break some rules! *winks* Owh and not to forget another kind of cliche post. 

Signing off, 

Sam