...Everything changes in a glimpse of an eye...
Dear Diary,
Today is kind of a gloomy moody day. I've been bombarded too much today. There is just so much I can take. However, nothing beats reading my old text messages between me and a guy I had feelings for. Reading back, I felt as if we had chemistry and it was like we were meant to be. Our conversations were always so exciting and never ending. *sigh* Now? One word-Dead. It's sad to see that we were actually almost together but now it is as if like nothing ever happened. I miss our old times, where we drag our conversations to wee hours and then continuing again the next morning. Oh well, if it wasn't meant to be yours, it wasn't meant to begin with in the first place. It sucks to have feelings for someone. How'd I wish sometimes I am a heartless, lifeless machinery robot where I do not need to feel the pain and ease it with any sort of painkillers(if there are such things to medicate a broken heart).
Another well lesson learnt today was that I learnt to appreciate the ones beside me, the ones I love and care. You may never know when they will leave you someday. I know this may sound very cliche but however you guys put it, there is no doubt about it at the end of the day. As for today before I end my little entree, I would like to express my unconditional love towards to people I truly truly care. My family, my friends, and anyone else who makes the world go round
P.S: I am so gonna screw public speaking tomorrow. I am going to the battlefield fully unprepared! Shoot me!
Signing off,
Sam
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