...Gazing to the sky, but what can I do when I can't even fly?...
Dear Diary,
How many days has it been abandoning you? 3? 4? Anyway, I sincerely apologize for being a pig on updating. I have been doing some thinking these days and I realize I have a really bad habit. I tend to get excited over new things and later on when time goes by I will then abandon them aside. A very good example I'm gonna point out is blogging. Like for the last few days I felt so enthusiastic updating my blog everyday. Now, I am like-Ugrh lazy! Maybe that's just me being such a pig. Tho, I have nothing else better to do besides from watching tv and scrolling Facebook homepage.
Hmm, I have also always wondered why I felt as if I am a bird locked up in a cage. *Laughs* I know it has nothing to do with anything I've just written above. Anyways, back in the bird content thingy, I feel I don't get as much freedom as I need from my parents. Maybe tho even at 18, daddy and mommy thinks I am still their little princess. Trust me, ever since I was born, they treated me like a princess. Like literally a princess! Anything has got to do with me, is always PINK! I had pink walls,pink bedspread, pink curtains, pink schoolbag, pink pencil case(alongside with a whole set of pink stationery), pink ipod, pink shoes, pink, pink, pink and pink. I can't list down everything I had and have in pink. Trust me, the list wouldn't even end by tomorrow. At least for now since I have shifted to my new home sweet home, my bedroom is in lavender accompanied by a full set of white furniture and a draping lovely black chandelier. Tho, it still kinda spell sprincess kind of bedroom huh? Owh well, guess that's why I am still daddy's little girl up until now. Even so, being daddy and mommy's priceless jewel possession is what a kid would ever want but there are many times I wish I could achieve a little more freedom than allocated to me. For instance, tattoo, body piercing and clubbing and etc etc. If I'd ever done any of what I have mentioned, mom would literally chase me with her butcher knife and slaughter me for a gourmet dinner. Haha. Sorry if I have exaggerated too much. But seriously, I would be a dead meat if I ever sneak out from home since I have 5 cctvs pasted on every walls outside my house. *sigh* See what I mean by living in a cage?
Tho, being in a cage is mind boggling, I do appreciate my parents very much. Needless to say, without them there is no me. I guess living in a cage is not so bad afterall. I get adequate food and money to splurge on my shopping needs, I don't really have curfews when I am out with friends and whatever I wish and asked for from mommy and daddy, they would try their best to satisfy this little brat.
Psss...this is my latest obsession that I have been bugging daddy to get me
Tadaa! It's a vibrant pink limited edition studio Beats by Dr. Dre!(Yeap pink again -.-'') I am so getting this. Doesn't matter whether I get it from an Apple store or buy it online. Wait for me pinky! Mommy is coming to get you. It won't be long! *winks*
Signing off,
Sam
Hmm, I have also always wondered why I felt as if I am a bird locked up in a cage. *Laughs* I know it has nothing to do with anything I've just written above. Anyways, back in the bird content thingy, I feel I don't get as much freedom as I need from my parents. Maybe tho even at 18, daddy and mommy thinks I am still their little princess. Trust me, ever since I was born, they treated me like a princess. Like literally a princess! Anything has got to do with me, is always PINK! I had pink walls,pink bedspread, pink curtains, pink schoolbag, pink pencil case(alongside with a whole set of pink stationery), pink ipod, pink shoes, pink, pink, pink and pink. I can't list down everything I had and have in pink. Trust me, the list wouldn't even end by tomorrow. At least for now since I have shifted to my new home sweet home, my bedroom is in lavender accompanied by a full set of white furniture and a draping lovely black chandelier. Tho, it still kinda spell sprincess kind of bedroom huh? Owh well, guess that's why I am still daddy's little girl up until now. Even so, being daddy and mommy's priceless jewel possession is what a kid would ever want but there are many times I wish I could achieve a little more freedom than allocated to me. For instance, tattoo, body piercing and clubbing and etc etc. If I'd ever done any of what I have mentioned, mom would literally chase me with her butcher knife and slaughter me for a gourmet dinner. Haha. Sorry if I have exaggerated too much. But seriously, I would be a dead meat if I ever sneak out from home since I have 5 cctvs pasted on every walls outside my house. *sigh* See what I mean by living in a cage?
Tho, being in a cage is mind boggling, I do appreciate my parents very much. Needless to say, without them there is no me. I guess living in a cage is not so bad afterall. I get adequate food and money to splurge on my shopping needs, I don't really have curfews when I am out with friends and whatever I wish and asked for from mommy and daddy, they would try their best to satisfy this little brat.
Psss...this is my latest obsession that I have been bugging daddy to get me
Signing off,
Sam
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